and its getting worser and i failed 3 subjects in my first exam. i am so stupid at addmaths. 10 out of 100 cool right? hm im so frustrated. and theres no way that ill be getting a fail on my becoming exam this May. Im struggling really hard right now to get at least a C+ for my addmaths. Please pretty pretty please. As for spm, yeah nothings impossible but i know my capability. im not good at maths or should i say im just dumb for calculating works. I want to target at least 7A+ 3A- for Spm but theres a saying that what if you get lower than that? do you want to it happen? no right? I know im not smart enough to get an A for maths or addmaths but I wont change my target. Nurul Anis Syahira bt Kamarudin will get 10A+ for her SPM 2015.AMIN! I wont give up and ill never be that girl again. Im being so heartless right now. I'm leaving people so easily. I dont care what people saw about me think about me define me without know me. Judge me as you wish theres no way you gonna stop me from doing what i want. I know i can cause im used to be alone. For me waiting is regreting. And i wont wait. fyi Puan Fadzilah has chose me and other people to participate in SIR and i was like weh aku tak tau apa apa pon. Im not that good in spelling. I just follow my heart when guessing those words. lol but why not give it a try right? I smell good today. hehe I miss sigs band. I miss hearing those band songs when i was in class. I miss my dear dm, Afiqah Apiszal. I miss hostelite. I miss my juniors. I miss people calling me "KAK ANIS" I miss 4J. I miss wawa,marsya,sab,hanis,atyn,meen,tkup,aok and everyone. I miss sigs fdm. and I miss Nurhidayah bt Sulaiman :'/

holding my kain biru was making me sad. sigh. oh yeah im going to further my study at overseas. In Japan or London maybe. Just pray for me. My bonds with my classmate was better than before. We've talk a lot now and cooperate for cleaning our class thats been the dirtiest class for last week. ugh i hate that. And now im listening to Humans by Christina Perri. my phone is making hal and going send to repair it tomorrow. weh baru nak on wechat. Hariz Naufal is in RMC now. Congrtas bro. Why you so lucky haa? From VI to MRSM Mersing then RMC. do your best bro. goodluck with your life there. As for me. I will get my happiness one day. I will get what i want. Theres so many things i want to tell actually. Gtg now. Homeworks driving me crazy lazy gosh. So bye :))

Night

xoxo