Well hello ! It has been quite long since I left this blog hm im still in my bed tho and malasnya nak bangun tapi lapar nak sarapan. Ok itu kejap lagi. So what im gonna to tell since dah masuk sekolah baru hidup bolehlah baru lah juga kawan baru no boyf baru hahaha many things changed. and for a while I suddenly start to think about wedding. Weh selama ni aku tak pernah terfikir pon nak kahwin I mean like kahwin tu macam benda last nak buat before mati. But sekarang theres somebody ajak I kahwin semua. I mean like engko gila ke apa if my mom know this I'll be dead meat. Tapi when I think semula aku suka dia and eventho kiteorang takda apa apa relay takkan aku nak mainkan perasaan orang. Takkan aku nak terus buat dosa dan tak nak jadikan dia yg terakhir. Daripada aku membazir masa duit and tenaga lebih baik aku ambik keputusan utk kahwin dgn that guy. Imean like bukan masa sekarang ni lah. Belajar pandai pandai masuk u baru kahwin. Haa kan senang mcm tu. he seems to be the nicest and gentle guy I've ever met. Weh pernah satu hari ni kelas dia buat hal then cikgu merajuk dia sanggup melutut depan cikgu tu and minta maaf I mean like siapa je laki yg sanggup tundukkan ego dorang semata mata nak belajar. He appreciate me so much. Mmg kadang kadang aku macam nak tampo je dia tu asyik dok panggil aku tuan puteri pfft omg itu macam langit dan bumi but he does care andprotect me. I feel safe with him. And my dark history aku cerita kat dia. He never get tired for making me feel special. Mmg lah gaduh tu ada tapi dia akan minta maaf lepastuh. So yeah if Allah izinkan dia jadi yg halal dan tterakhir utk aku then I'll accept it because Allah knows best. But if mmg dah tertulis aku bukan utk dia then I have to redha. Kita hanya mampu merancang Allah yg menentukan. Hm so yeah I'll stop by now . Doakan for my finalsssss insyallah 10 A's and 10 A+ for my spm next year. Amin! Ok bye bye :))