Yeah and hi. I just wanna tell that if you love someone or something please love them for who they are and never let your past change that. Cause when your 15 someone loves you, you gonna believe that. People do come and go. As time flies love can fade easily. So the best way is you have to trust and have faith in each other to carry out your relationship as you wanted to. What im feeling right now is. I'm a coward. I love someone and I let him go. I was just too afraid to lose someone I love and to see the way he loves someone else in the future. I just cant bear it. Cause once you've been hurt you are too scared to fall in love again as if the same thing would happen to you. And pain became your bestfriend. I am selfish towards love. I want a love that can last forever. But now my heart was too cold to love somebody that loves me. Theres no use to keep holding on when you cant predict your fiture. So in the end I just end up being alone and surrounded by cool kids and crazy about those little things that made me just normal as a kid. Me just cool liddat. One thing that you dont know is, I am still hoping for something that really exist or not but yeah i am hoping for you to love me for my imperfectness and everything i was back then. Hope. Im a socialistic person ya know im like to talk a lot and demanding a lot and picky and bossy and wtv idc. Don't worry im not that type to simply judge people cause nobodys purrfect. Gonna sleep now so bye! Goodnight sweet dreams and take care. And for you em haha. I MISS YOU SFDM :* zozo